so sleeeeepy.

Ok, here is my weekly (not so much) entry. Finally got to get back to work today. Had my monthly report with my supervisor and asked her why I haven't been moved up to full time, she basically told me what I already knew. I have to work harder. Be more aggressive and make sales. So it has become apparent to me that I shall never be moved up to a full timer. I say this because I know that I am just not a very good salesgirl. I'm always saving my customers as much money as possible and giving them more time. Not false hope mind you, just more time. This is bad for a salesperson, I know this. It just bothers me that my job is all about numbers. They say it's not, that it's about people, and I wish that were true, but it is not and it's sad.

I had a week off and have put in a few applications. I hope to hear from someone soon.

Anyyyywayyyyy, enough belly aching. Mas's birthday is on tuesday and we are both working. Sadness I know, but birthdays just aren't big anymore. He doesn't like a lot of attention anyway and I don't want to embarass him because I hate that shit too. Big partys n'what not. We'll probably just go out for dinner and maybe watch Up. I got him a Black Lantern tee. I couldn't wait to give it to him so I gave it to him today. He loved it of course. He is a huge Green Lantern (Guy Gardner) fan and when all these new lantern colors starting coming out he immediately became a Black Lantern fan. I can't wait to get myself a Sapphire tee. I remember the first time I had heard of Star Sapphire, I thought "Wow! She looks awesome!". Then they made her super trampy looking and that put a bad taste in my mouth. However, she looked awesome in Justice League Unlimited. That costume was killer and Olivia D'iabo voiced her beautifully. So thanks to that series, I'm still a very big fan of Star Sapphire. Oh man, and now that X-Men the animated series is on DVD now, that would also make a most excellent gift for my guy.

So sad that I had to miss "Meet in the Middle" today. I really wanted to go out there and support the community. It amazes me how ignorant the valley truly is. They are going to feel so foolish. It truly makes me sad. Since I was a very little one, I have never trusted the church. Half of my family members are hardcore church goers and as much as I love them, I know they are seriously ill. I've seen and heard some dark and disturbing shit going on with the spawn of the head of the churches. And the leaders themselves are sometimes worse. Actually, most times. I'm just sayin'. Which brings me to Religulous. Most excellent film. Please, go watch it now if you haven't already.

Alright, that's all for now I suppose.

The other day.

I had made an entry but got distracted. Didn't save it or publish it so it's gone. I know I was complaining about work or something along that line. Anyway, not gonna worry about it. So I'm not working this week because the shop is going through a dry spell it seems. So I've got a whole week to think about the big picture. I suppose I'm gonna go looking around for a second job and maybe just maybe look into going back to school. I know it's too late at this point to register and all that jazz, so I'm just gonna shop around. We shall see. Other than that, all I've done tonight was add a bunch of dvds to my que on netflix and listen to Lalo Guerrero wondering if I had any relatives who were zoot suiters. That'd be pretty cool. I'm not a particular fan of the look itself, but I love that it was a part of my mexican american heritage. I just really love my culture. Well, I suppose that is all for now. Perhaps later today I'll make another post about the meeting at work today.

whole lotta random

Just a little something to keep this thing alive. So I'm a wrestling fan and at the moment the only wrestling I'm watching is Friday Night Smackdown. I haven't had cable for years now so there's no AAA lucha libre or RAW or anything going on here anymore. Which sucks, but I'm just not making enough money to afford cable. Sadness I know. Anyhow, I'm really happy with this years "draft". Tonight was great. Got to see some great matchups and the ladies division isn't such an embarassment anymore. Let's face it, once Trish left and Lita got injured, it had gone downhill, majorly. The ladies are stepping up and getting better every week. Glad to see Gail Kim back. She's lucha trained and that's always awesome. LOVE Maryse, she's just got "it". Malina is great and has a monster finisher. Not sure if I'm spelling their names correctly, but too lazy to google them. Also, loved the opening match. The worlds greatest tag team Shelton Benjamin and Charlie Hass VS. Johnny Morrison and CM Punk. Wonderful match. So impressive and definitely going to be fun to watch this all play out. So yeah, enough wrestling talk.

I've had the past 3 days off of work and haven't really done anything productive. Cleaned the bathroom and fridge. Finally beat Pokemon fire red. Woo I'm a pokemon league champ. Booyah. Religulous came in the other day (netflix) and we watched it twice. It's just a fun watch. Scary, but entertaining. Religion scares and infurriates me. Can't wait to buy a new game for my DS. Can't buy a new one until the last one has been beaten. I had found this old GBA Pokemon game in the living room and decided to play it since the DS plays GBA games and I've been a slave to it, but not any longer! I am freed and can't wait to get a new one. I'm considering a few titles, but it's gonna be hard to decide.

Passion Pit has got a new album out the 19th! Can't wait. So I guess that is something to look forward to. Oh yeah, when we were leaving the grocery store this evening, heard this white dude bumping Lazy Sunday in his Chevy Malibu. It was lovely. Love The Lonley Island.

Alright, that should be it for now. Perhaps next entry will be about how much I hate my job and how hard it is finding a new one.

Peace out Blizzles.

funny

Sometimes schools like to spell messages out in the chain linked fence with ribbons and cups. Well there is a school that had hope spelled out with purple cups. I pass by this everytime I go to work. Today, it said poop and you know what? It was funny.

poop.

boo.

So I guess this is gonna be my first post. I suppose there is no reason to start one of these things. I kinda already have outlets to do this. I don't get online enough to be a blogger. In fact I'm only online on the weekends and sometimes, SOMETIMES on weekdays, but it is extemely rare. I don't have a computer of my own and I share with my significant other who seems to have somewhat of an addiction to the internet. Then again I shouldn't talk, I used to spend HOURS on the net as well. I'm currently without transportation so I'm saving up for a car, once that is taken care of, I am getting a nice little netbook. Already got my eye on one, but hey, by that time there might be a better one on the market. Good thing I'm patient.

Well, I must be pretty conceited to think anyone is going to want to read about what I think or what I've done today. ANYONE who has a blog or twitters and has myspace must have some sort of an ego. Everyone seems to have all of those things. So I guess we are all full of ourselves. Ah well, I am well aware of it though. I don't have any friends in my life and the only people I really get to talk to (in real life) are my boyfriend and his family, and that is not much of a social life at all. Although I'm finding it really really hard to socialize with others. I just don't like people. They bother me. Sure I'm fake and smile and laugh, but deep down inside, I cannot wait to get out of there. I'm not sure if this makes me a bad person, so whatevs.

I'm just gonna use this thing on the weekends, and that's only if I have something worth talking about.

Oh yeah, the baby bulls lost today. disappointed, but meh, they are young. They will be a force next year. I'm proud of them and they played with a lot of heart. It just seemed like they forgot that today. Although I'm sure they didn't. Ok, well I guess this will be all.